Man is a beast-- or so they want YOU to think...

How is man or woman different from a mere beast?
It is their ability to reason in order to transform his life from one state to another; preferably from one of inferiority to a superior state of existence.
For instance, a woman who lives as a slave makes the cognitive choices to change her condition from subservience to one of personal mastery of life. This change, from slave to master, is learned actions that rebuild lives from despair to dominance; as the minds' ruler changes, so do the relationships this individual shall meet, into perpetuity.
So, if a change in values and self identification can be learned, then the old state of being must be unlearned...

The slave mind set was perfected on this continent by wicked men and women: Here is a obscure blue print for the making of a slave by the notorious Willie Lynch:

"LET'S MAKE A SLAVE" (substitute American citizen, for "nigger" if you like ...makes no difference)
Let us make a slave. What do we need? First, of all we need a black nigger man, a pregnant nigger woman and her baby boy. Second. we will use the same basic principle that we use in breaking a horse, combined with some more sustaining factors. We reduce them from their natural state in nature; whereas nature provided them with the natural capacity to take care of their needs and the needs of their offspring. We break that natural string of independence from them and thereby create a dependency state so that we maybe able to get from them useful production for our business and pleasure.

CARDINAL PRINCIPLES FOR MAKING A NEGRO
For fear that our future generations may not understand the principles of breaking both horses and men. we lay down THE ART. For, if we are to sustain our basic economy we must break both of the beasts together, the nigger and the horse. We understand that short range planning in economics results in periodic economic chaos, so that, to avoid turmoil inn the economy. it requires us to have breadth and depth in long range comprehensive planning. articulating both skill and sharp perception. We lay down the following principles for long range comprehensive economic planing:
1) Both horse and niggers are no good to the economy in the wild or natural state.
2)Both must be broken and tied together for orderly production.
3)For orderly futures, special and particular attention must be paid to the female and the youngest offspring.
4) Both must be crossbred to produce a variety and division of labor.
5)Both must be taught to respond to a peculiar new language.
6)Psychological and physical instruction or containment must be created for both.

We hold the above six cardinals as truths to be self-evident, based upon the following discourse concerning the economics of breaking and tying the horse and nigger together...all inclusive of the 6 principles laid down above. Note: Neither principles alone will suffice for good economics. All principles must be employed for the orderly good of the nation. Accordingly, both a wild horse and a wild or natural nigger is dangerous even if captured, for they will have the tendency to seek, their customary freedom, and, in doing so, might kill you in your sleep. You cannot rest. They sleep while you are awake and are awake while you are asleep. They are dangerous near the family house and it requires to much labor to watch them away from the house. Above all you cannot get them to work in this natural state. Hence, both the horse and the nigger must be broken, that is break them from one form of mental life to another, keep the body and take the mind. In other words, break the will to resists.
Now the breaking process is the same for the horse and the nigger, only slightly varying in degrees. But as we said before, You must keep your eye focused on the female and the offspring of the horse and the nigger. A brief discourse in offspring development will shed light on the key to sound economic principles. Pay little attention to the generation of original breaking but concentrate on future generations. therefore, if you break the female, she will break the offspring, in its early years of development and, when the offspring is old enough to work, she will deliver it up to you. For her normal female protective tendencies will have been lost in the original breaking process. For example, take the case of the wild stud horse, a female horse and an already infant horse and compare the breaking process with two captured nigger males in their natural state, a pregnant nigger woman with her infant offspring. Take the stud horse, break him for limited containment. Completely break the female horse until she becomes very gentle whereas you or anybody can ride her in comfort.
Breed the mare and the stud until you have the desired offspring. Then you can turn the stud to freedom until you need him again. Train the female horse whereby she will eat out of your hand, and she will train the infant horse to eat out of your hand also.
When it comes to breaking the uncivilized nigger, use the same process, but vary the degree and step up the pressure so as to do a complete reversal of the mind. Take the meanest and most restless nigger, strip him of his clothes in front of the remaining male niggers, the female, and the nigger infant, tar and feather him, tie each leg to a different horse faced in opposite directions, set him afire and beat both horses to pull him apart in front of the remaining niggers. The next step is to take a bullwhip and beat the remaining nigger male to the point of death in front of the female and the infant. Don't kill him. But put the fear of God in him, for he can be useful for future breeding.

THE BREAKING PROCESS OF THE AFRICAN WOMAN
Take the female and run a series of tests on her to see if she will submit to your desires willingly. Tests her in every way, because she is the most important factor for good economics. If she shows any signs of resistance in submitting completely to your will, do not hesitate to use the bull whip on her to extract that last bit of bitch out of her. Take care not to kill her, for in doing so, you spoil good economics. When in complete submission, she will train her offspring in the early years to submit to labor when they become of age. Understanding is the best thing.
Therefore, we shall go deeper into this area of the subject matter concerning what we have produced here in this breaking of the female nigger. We have reversed the relationships. In her natural uncivilized state she would have a strong dependency on the uncivilized nigger male, and she would have a limited protective dependency towards her independent male offspring and would raise female offspring to be dependent like her. Nature had provided for this type of balance. We reversed nature by burning and pulling one civilized nigger apart and bull whipped the other to the point of death--all in her presence. By her being left alone, unprotected, with the male image destroyed, the ordeal caused her to move from her psychological dependent state to a frozen independent state. In this frozen psychological state of Independence she will raise her male and female offspring in reversed roles. For fear of the young males life she will psychologically train him to be mentally weak and dependent but physically strong. Because she has become psychologically independent, she will train her female offspring to be independent as well. What have you got?
You've got the nigger woman out front and nigger man behind and scared. This is a perfect situation for sound sleep and economics. Before the breaking process, we had to be alert and on guard at all times. Now we can sleep soundly, for out of frozen fear, his woman stands guard for us. He cannot get past her early infant slave molding process. He is a good tool. now ready to be tied to the horse at a tender age. By the time a nigger boy reaches the age of sixteen, he is soundly broken in and ready for a long life of sound and efficient work and the reproduction of a unit of good labor force.
Continually, through the breaking of uncivilized savage niggers, by throwing the nigger female savage into a frozen psychological state of dependency, by killing the protective male image, and by creating a submissive dependent mind of the nigger male slave, we have created an orbiting cycle that turns on its own axis forever, unless a phenomenon occurs and re shifts the positions of the male and female savages. We show what we mean by example. We breed two nigger males with two nigger females. Then we take the nigger males away from them and keep them moving and working. Say the nigger female bears a nigger female and the other bears a nigger male. Both nigger females, being without influence of the nigger male image, frozen with an independent psychology, will raise their offspring into reverse positions. The one with the female offspring will teach her to be like herself, independent and negotiable(we negotiate with her, through her, by her and negotiate her at will) The one with the nigger male offspring, she being frozen with a subconscious fear for his life, will raise him to be mentally dependent and weak, but physically strong...in other words, body over mind. Now, in a few years when these two offspring become fertile for early reproduction, we will make and breed them and continue the cycle. That is good, sound, and long range comprehensive planning .

WARNING: POSSIBLE INTERLOPING NEGATIVES
Earlier, we talked about the non-economic good of the horse and the nigger in their wild or natural state; we talked out the principle of breaking and tying them together for orderly production, furthermore, we talked about paying particular attention to the female savage and her offspring for orderly future planning; then more recently we stated that, by reversing the positions of the male and the female savages we had created an orbiting cycle that turns on its own axis forever, unless phenomenon occurred, and re shifted the positions of the male and female savages.
Our experts warned us about the possibility of this phenomenon occurring, for they say that the mind has a strong drive to correct and re correct itself over a period of time if it can touch some substantial original historical base; and they advised us that the best way to deal with this phenomenon or illusions so that each illusion will twirl in its own orbit, something akin to floating balls in a vacuum. This creation of a multiplicity of phenomenon or illusions entails the principles of crossbreeding the nigger and the horse as we stated above, the purpose of which is to create a diversified division of labor. The results of which is the severance of the points of original beginning's for each spherical illusion. Since we feel that the subject matter may get more complicated as we proceed in laying down our economic plan concerning the purpose, reason, and effect of cross-breeding horses and niggers, we shall lay down the following definitional terms for future generations.
1. Orbiting cycle means a thing turning in a given pattern.
2. Axis means upon which or around which a body turns.
3. Phenomenon means something beyond ordinary conception and inspire awe and wonder.
4. Multiplicity means a great number.
5. Sphere means a globe.
6. Cross-breeding a horse means taking a horse and breeding it with an ass and you get a dumb backward ass, long headed mule that is not reproductive nor productive by itself.
7. Cross- breeding niggers means taking so many drops of good white blood and putting them into as many nigger women as possible, varying the drops by the various tones that you want, and then letting them breed with each other until the circle of colors appear as you desire.

What this means is this: Put the niggers and the horse in the breeding pot, mix some asses ans some good white blood and what do you get? You got a multiplicity of colors of ass backwards, unusual niggers, running, tied to backwards ass long headed mules, the one productive of itself, the other sterile. (The constant, the other dying. We keep the nigger constant for we may replace the mule for another tool) both mule and nigger tied to each other, neither knowing where the other came from and neither productive for itself, nor without each other.

CONTROLLED LANGUAGE
Cross- breeding completed, for further severance from their original beginning, we must completely annihilate the mother tongue of both the nigger and the new mule and institute a new language that involves the new life's work of both. You know, language is a peculiar institution. It leads to the heart of a people. The more a foreigner knows about the language of another country the more he is able to move through all levels of that society. Therefore, if the foreigner is an enemy of the country, to the extent that he knows the body of the language, to that extent is the country vulnerable to attack or invasion of a foreign culture. For example, you take a slave, if you teach him all about your language, he will know all your secrets, and he is then no more a slave, for you can't fool him any longer and having a fool is one of the basic ingredients of and incidents to the making of the slavery system.

I was given this by a homeless couple while walking down 7th st. in Chinatown in 1999

There are no "mysteries"...

Eggs, ham and bunnies

Happy Easter to all who believe; and whom also want to know the truth about "what" and "why" we worship the re-birth of the "sun"...

Uno

First day.

First day of Spring.

First day to plant seeds.


I have spent the last month posting daily, though now with the passing from old to new, I need to make a change: I will be spending the majority of the next month editing my novel and also looking for a place to sell my labor( have been on strike since May 07).

And of course I will be watching, planting, and growing...

I am alive, again

One

What if you knew today was the last day of your life: what would you do?

Well...

Tomorrow is day: 0

Get your colors on!

First, Happy St. Patrick's Day!

On this 2 Day countdown, I am interested in an event happening tomorrow, in Capital City: the historic Supreme Court hearing on the constitutionality of the District's ban on handguns.
Tomorrow, oral arguments shall be heard by the court: it is too bad that plaintiff's case does not defend the right to bear arms based upon the founder's intent: a right to disarm the government(arm the people) in order to prevent the rise of a standing army: the tool of militarist at home and abroad.

So go out today and wear your green and remember all those who suffered to bring justice to a long suffering world

They all deserve to...

Oh god that lives in my heart please save us good souls from the hypocrisy found amongst all those who live in this realm...
How they have turned their backs on the truth; how they have lied, gossiped and betrayed the values they said THEY BELIEVED...
I am sick of them ALL!

It is said that "3" is a magic number and I hope it is; because it brings us few, closer to day number 2.

Four!

I will take the 4 days left and live them all as if they are my last...

1,2,3,4,

Oh number 5

In 6 days god created a world...what are you doing in 6?

We are in a period when 6 days can be responsible for creating a new world from a expanding darkness that is enveloping this current world order.
There is only one choice: stop everything; draw out your wealth, and force those in power to recognize you-the sovereign citizen-as the leader of this realm; also the belief in the "General Welfare", and its benefit to humanity.

Time is running out!
5 to go...

It took me 20 minutes

Yup, due to a pair of scissors and a old phone line I had to run 20 minutes to a library in order to make this post today.
So seven has not been as lucky as I had hoped...let's hope 6 is more to my taste.

Look what we have here!

Here they go again: another politician, a former "justice" official is caught trying to "get some on the side." As my regular readers know(working at sex club), I am not one to protest a man who seeks sexual pleasure in his secret time but considering this man has led a crusade against "crime" even prosecuting prostitution: his office indicted a travel agency with organizing "sex tours" to Se. Asia; and that same year, the State Organized Crime Task Force overseen by Spitzer's office arrested 18 men and women on charges that they helped run a sophisticated prostitution ring.

Figures!

He and his "justice" system arrest thousands of people across this country and he is found breaking laws he so piously enforces daily. If he stays in office, he must pardon all in the New York Criminal system whom are incarcerated due to prostitution. So much hypocrisy in high places...just makes you sick!


Ironically the number 8(2x2x2) means Justice, equal;on its side, representing infinity.
In these days very few in sight can wear a number 8 and mean it.

Oh how I yearn for lucky day number 7 as a step in ending this world of hypocrisy and lies...

Doesn't that equal 45?

Number 9

Number 9,

Number 9

Number 9

Number 9

god, I am so ready for # 8!

Ugh, it was perfect...except for the end.

In numerology, the number #1o represents: everything; union and good faith.
On a day like today when two of my favorite teams lose in dramatic last second fashion, it is hard for me to have the spirit of #10: good faith.
But if I look toward the future(young teams) and recognize that the losses have the "potential" for long term success and prosperity, than I can except this short term pain and support a united effort for long term gain to achieve "everything."

But damn, right now I only feel the loss and it does not feel good--but still...



9

My DJ saved my life

You have probably heard the saying: music saved my life; for me, it usually has involved A song that was lost in the back my mind, which either comes to me in a dream or when I am at my lowest...

Such a song re-entered my mind and appropriately, "saved" me during the past 12 hours:

"Seven Minutes" by Adrienne Frantz, aka "Amber Moore"

Take my soul and lay it down, don't be afraid to hear the sound.

Everyday I contemplate... all the nonsense I create,

Nothing can bring me down,

No, no

nothing can bring me down

So you take just a little and break , just a little mistake

We only have one life to take

just a little and break, just a little Mistake... It only take 7 minutes to die.

Dream of simple things I miss,

the lies that fall, The way you kissed

cause your breath is in my bones and now nowhere fells like home.

nothing will bring me down,

No no,

nothing will bring me down,

so you take just a little And break... just a little Mistake

we only have one life to take, just a little and break, just a little Mistake.

It only takes 7 minutes to die...it only takes seven minutes to die.


just 11 days to have
all that one has been waiting for

Can you count to 12?

Twelve days, just 12 more days...

et tu

Sorry for the later post but I was caught up in a new moon cylce; one which revealed a truth which had been hidden(though felt) from view...
Being that it was also the 13th day until the 19th, I was not surprisd at all: it always seems that those pretenders will always reveal themselves on the oddest of occassions.

But I did get my hands on some pasta; through darkness, light
12 is coming and it is faster than you think!

You be quarantined

Well Zeus got a visit from Animal Control courtesy of his "mom" who did not like that her oldest daughter was bitten last Sunday: mind you that bitch did not bat a eye when her dog nibbled on me at least 4 times...
Oh well, it seems the only person who values my personal safety-- is me.
He has to spend the next 10 days in "quarantine": in the house or yard: great so he spends time doing just what he does regularly!

It just means that Zeus will be free 4 days before you and I escape from the quarantine of this decadent society and strike against this bloody order and its war on humanity.

In 14 days

the man who kept his soul

How brave does one man have to be before he has proven his sorrow:
a penance to an ungrateful world?
Betrayed-- used, and full of so much self abuse, he throws darts at elephants hoping enough will stick.
Alone in his heart; though followed closely, but they are all ultimately helpless from that which he cries constantly at night: the light from above burns flesh, their cries in the night burn souls...
Echoes, oh the echoes of all whom have fallen; burnt bodies and no hands, souls from the grave call out: "redemption!"
And to think it is you and YOUR COMPANY who must keep THIS appointment: oh what grim destiny, throw off your collective guilt-- stop begging all around for forgiveness.
In this horror you were brought back from abyss, god has provided you with this final and greatest of missions: begin telling the tales of dead men, bring apocalypse to their election year feast.

Oh what a "gift" to give; the honor to spill, such a flowing retribution to all; the silenced, restless, torn souls, await us all, tragically... unable to seek peace.
The furnace is all around us, we wait, expecting "you" to save us; "oh special savior lead us to a loftier place", but keep our conscious unaware of the dark secrets you all keep...
This message guarantees future damnation of all whom sit idly by and eat, at a table whose feast is carnage and deceit...

Salvation, oh salve of our despair, realize he is just a man caught so innocently in your hair...
have pity and rescue him too, for he knew nothing of life and the liberty, of demonic actions ordered shockingly from those sitting, in big White chairs...

In 15 days, this sorrow ends
love u

not much today

16 days and counting...

Do not, call me Cassandra!

Today was one of those days when I felt like saying: I told you so...
My two nieces were up stairs having just returned from church with my mom; I hear a scream and run upstairs hoping it is not as bad as it COULD be because I had left them alone with Zeus .
Now many of you who have read my blog especially the post I made on Thanksgiving, know my relationship with Zeus; he was and still is very "sensitive" to anyone not familiar with him touching(which she did while he slept) or making any move he is not aware.
Well when I make it to the top of the stairs I hear her--my niece-- crying with her younger sister standing back in silence. My mom has also run to the scene and is comforting her, she is crying and in need of comforting and treatment because he has broken her skin and needed stitches(2).
How ironic, I had told my brother that he needed to "harmonize" his two girls with his dog seeing that the more they shared the house(visiting grandma) on recent occasions, the more he had grown comfortable with them and they in turn wanted to extend that familiarity, from warm company to warmer interaction, with them touching and petting their "brother" so to speak.

Well do you think he would listen?!
I tried to get them to listen(for years) but NOOOOOOOOO

This guy(a doctor) whom after retrieving(hospital) me after the second of 4 bites I had to suffer(November 05), just to bring about better relations between Zeus and I (which we currently share), went over to Zeus and acted as if nothing had occurred: with love and attention to his dog. He could not have cared even that he had severely attacked me in Ft. DuPont Park.

I was fucking mad as Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moreover, that wife of his, -whom I called that day to get help- never called back nor like her husband never offered ANY financial compensation!!

So I was taken full circle today; even more so when those boys whom I fought Tuesday appeared and decided to instigate me by arriving with there girlfriends out front while my mom had taken my niece to the emergency room. Zeus had been relegated to the porch with the stairs blocked keeping him from leaving., though he had remembered them so he was angry and wanting to go out to show them his long memory.
Fortunately, I used her attack as I went out and reminded them he had been responsible for an attack on my niece so please do not lean on the fence: it worked they moved and seemed to welcome my sincerity and forthright about my troubling day.

We shall see!

Well I spent the next two hours watching "The Rescuers" with my youngest niece while we waited for their return from the hospital. When they returned, she had given the prerequisite bandage, antibiotic prescription, and the info in managing the wound in order to prevent infection. It was so prescient and preventable; but it seems that "We the people" do not want to invest in preventative actions to not make yesterdays tragedies, today's: they would rather cover their eyes to the truth, and hope it goes away.
But in the real world it never goes away, it just hides waiting to surprise-- jumping and bloodily biting causing even more pain and if we re lucky action to correct things before it happens again

In 17 days act;the time to stop the madness is now: LISTEN AND LEARN...DO NOT BE LIKE THEM!!
The future for us and our posterity is to important.

See, Me...

You know, ever since I was a little boy I have always been burdened by those around me...especially my family. As if they knew I could take it; they and it seems the "world" have gotten pleasure in dropping another stone on my back realizing I WOULD NEVER ADMIT I COULD NOT HANDLE IT!
Oh, how I wished for my 18th birthday when I could emancipate myself from all those around me and truly be free to live life only for me: good luck!
What I have learned is that the more you grow and change, the likelihood of those around you changing,if you are lucky, will be oh so rare. From what I have observed they(and the greater world) unfortunately will remain the same selfish, short sighted rubes they have always been.

The greatest fight, is the fight for "oneself".

So if you are new to this world: never take anything for granted; never believe that time will change them because the only thing changing is time.

So, if you do not wake up and grab life, making it new for YOURSELF... than no one ever will!